Ok, so I dream about this perfect guy. It's kind of because there's this girl in my class. She's the prettiest girl in the whole year, perfect body, great hair, you get the picture. She's not a complete bitch though, she is quite sweet. And she has the BEST boyfriend in the world. He's in the year above us and they're seriously close and he's so sweet and lovely. But he's wayy to hot and fitt for someone like me. [Megan has a tiny crush on his younger brother, who's in our year. He's hot and clever and funny too]. So I have this fantasy about this boy, and it's not Rhys. I am actually over him. Just like that really. But he is a pillock, so it wasn't that hard. Anyway, this Fantasy boy, today I realised he was exactly like Megan's ex, and my best friend from like 2 years ago. Tim. Yeah, I mentioned him before. But he is exactly the boy of my dreams. He's fairly good looking, tall, skinny, clever, funny, nice hair, decent family, rides a bike, seriously sweet. Of course, liking him has two problems. First of all; he is Megan's ex. They were together for about 9 months on and off, and it was rough. They only recently stopped hating each others guts. And because she hated him, most of my other friends hate him as well. Why is life so cruel? I mean Megan's like, my best friend ever. My other problem, is that I doubt he likes me that way either. He just got out of this relationship with like, one of the girls I hate most in the world. She turned him into a right bitch when they were together. It was remarkable to see how he changed when they split up.
Ok, and another bit of guy trouble. This guy; Michael, is stalking me. Yes, that be the guy who narrowly lost out for school council. He's really sweet and everything, he's almost like Tim, but he has less of a sense of humour. And my friends can't stand him either. Because he's a wee bit up himself. He really is a good friend, and as a friend I love him to bits, I wouldn't mind going out with him or anything, if my friends, especially Josh, didn't hate him so much.
Life's so complicated.
Also, I'm probably going to get two individual chair beds for my bedroom. Or maybe just one. Might get one chair bed and my bean bag. Probably that actually. Hmmmm.