If the Devil Existed these would be his thoughts..

Ok, i have to type this quick, as my internet will switch itself off in a minute.

Had football training from 8-9, which was pretty average. At school we had our parents evening cards, and had to get teachers appointments. Boringgg. We also had an essay test in History last period. I was falling asleep lol.

Did my English & Biology homeworks, and started writing my Virtual Who episode. Exitingg. I'm obsessed with Eric Hutchinson. I keep listening to 9of his songs in repeat; Rock 'n' roll, When you were mine, Ok It's alright with me, Oh, All over now, Outside Villanova, All used up, Same mistakes & Please. Of which Rock n Roll, Ok its.., Oh, and Outside Villanoa are the best. Rock n Rolls the best of the best. Go on Limewire n download his music Nowwww.

Bron

Ps, I've lost my pyjama shorts. Can't find them anywhere =O
Pps, I have non school uniform on Friday !!

Ok, I know I didn't write yesterday, but to be honest, it was a pretty boring day. I just went to this driving club thing for the day, then did homework. So not much to report really =P

Today, however was a different story. I succesfully made a fool of myself in Music. Which was hot. =D I had to play a song on my violin, n I played this song I did for my grade 4, like Months back, and I completely fluffed it up [in the exam and today]. So that was pretty kwl. Ummm.

I came up with a theory for the universe today. The universe is a creature with many penises. Each star is a penis, and each Planet is a ball. And each creature on the planets is the creatures crabs. And some balls have crabs [earth] and some haven't been passed that disease yet [mars, neptune, uranus etc]. It all works. Better than that stuff those stupid creationsts n lunatics like that say. And all those natural disasters are when the universe needs a good scratch.

Talking to Rhys on msn atm. It's deep. Omg, I feel well sorry for Michael. I'll be talking to him, and one of my friends will come along and I have to ignore him and he looks so hurt. I just want to give him a big hugg.

My violin case is huge, and I was wearing it on my back. It was HUGE. Lorraine saw it after school and asked if I had Davros in there, before commenting that I could fit him along with the entire dalek fleet in there. Then she told me to be careful as I got on the bus as his joints were a bit stiff. I walked past my Pe teacher on the stairs, and it looked like she thought I had a weapon in there or something the way she glared at me. Mind you, I'm not her best pupil, so glaring at me is something she does a lot. =P

Bron

I jut reorganised all 176 of my doctor who icons into files, and gave them names =] It took me forevverr, but now I know where to find the geeky ones, the Text ones, the Loved up ones etc.

In Our game against Woodley Wanderers earlier we drew 0-0. Wanderers won the league last season!! But they were seriously violent. One of them threatened to punch the ref, and the same one was pushing one of our players around the whole game, and she studded my ankle. Another one of them elbowed me in my mouth, and they were all foul mouthed and had bad attitude.

Reading Won 4-0 against Swansea just now, I think they may be up to third in the table, but I'm not sure.

Bron

Howdy
Omg right, last night I came home from football, watched A Question of sport, then came up to my bedroom and went on my laptop in my bed, and I fell asleep. I was woken up at 11pm by my parents moving my laptop off my bed next to me, and I shouted at them a bit, took my football shirt off [I had a vest on] and my socks, then fell asleep again.

I woke up soo groggy this morning. I absolutely stank, my hair's greasy and my face is a wreck because I didn't take off my makeup. I'm only 14, this isn't meant to happen yet!

I watched Jonathon Ross earlier. And I have football match in an hour. I'm supposed to be removing my bed covers =D

Bron

Hey
Today at school it was well dull. Just the usual sort of day really. Except in extra chemistry when we were blowing up bits of iron in a bunsen burner. It make like sparkler thingys. And we were burning magnesium but that wasn't as exciting. It just burns really white.

My violin lesson was pretty average as well. But at my football training afterwards, the rec was filled with chavs drinking and taking weed. Then half way through our session there was a fight between these two boys who are both expelled from our school. Someone said one of them had a gun, which is hard to believe. They're both knobbers. But you could smell the alcohol over there.

Our schools full of knobbers like them. And our years one of the worst. Almost everyone drinks, most of them smoke, and most of them are on weed. They're probably down there right now, stoned and pissed and all of it. At least there aren't any gangs round here. I know there's a bar in town which lets students in without proof of age though. And there are dealers by the canal selling the weed. At least we aren't as bad as Hugh Faringdon. They're all supposedly on crack down there.

Lorraine's uploaded a video of us on youtube: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_T-V0LMpgeM I'm the one right at the beginning. That's me at the end saying "You Like Iglu & Hartly?", and my phone is the one lying on the table on the right. She's sending me the Granny videos atm, and I'll post when I upload them.

Bron

I once read somewhere that being in a shower when the hot water runs out is a typically uni student only experience. Not so. I live with my parents in a detatched house on the "Posh road in the middle of a village of pikeys" as my friends describe it, and I was half way through my shower when, joy of joys, the hot water stopped. It was freezing!! Like ice-cold. Not nice.

Also today, I got onto the school council. I won by quite a bit, which is a relief. But there was a tie in the boys between Michael and Joe. I really don't know who to vote for. Joe Dudding is a complete joker, he would be a right laugh, but Michael's my friend, and more responsible than Joe. I think I'll have to vote Michael.

Extra Biology was absolute class today. We have Matt Hawkins and Joe on our table, and our teacher wasn't there so we had a supply; Ms Rhymes, who is this fat balding lady who can't control a class to save her life. At the beginning of the lesson, Matt was just horsing around with Kayleigh who sits next to him. Then he was pissing off Miss deliberately. Then Joe came and sat down, and they were fucking around [I can't remember exactly what was happening, but I do know me and Anjali were laughin all lesson, so much that I got a stitch.] Then, they were mucking around with a Hole punch and they were mock acting all immature because the hole punch had rape written on it "Miss look, It says rape on it, Rape *giggles* Everybody, the hole punch says rape on it". Then they played hide and seek, Matt counting, and Joe hiding under the table. But Miss caught Joe, and called him up to the front, so Matt ran off and hid behind a locker, but Miss saw him, and was shouting his name, but he was pretending he was playing with her, and running from place to place hiding. It was hilarious.
Then, once they'd been told off, they came to sit back down, and they were acting soo gay. First they were kissing each other [well, matt had his hand over his mouth, and Joe was kissing that, but it was surprisingly realistic], then Matt moved to sit next to Joe, and they were pretending to grope each other under the desk, and were touching each other up. It was gross and hilarious at the same time.

We also had Maths, and this girl was being a total bitch. We were in the computer room, and Anjali and I were sat next to each other, and we had the other seat on our row saved for Claire, and she was just about to sit on it when this other girl came and demanded that she have the seat. She thinks she's right above the world. I can't stand her. I just had to write an essay on how Sheila Birling got Eva Smith fired in "An Inspector Calls", and ths Girl seriously reminds me of Sheila soo much. And I happen to know that she's on weed -along with half the rest of the school.

Umm, what else happened today?? Oh yeah, there's a virtual Doctor Who series going on, in which The Doctor, Rose & Donna all travel together in the Tardis, on livejournal, and I've been given the chance to write one of the episodes, which has Queen Elizabeth in it. All exciting stuff. It's the second episode of the series [third including the crimbo special], I'll post the link when the Christmas Episode is posted -probably around Christmas time...

Another thing today, at lunch, Lorrie was hanging out with us for once, and we found a pair of tights in her bag, so we tied them into her ponytail. We then turned her into an old granny, and her and josh ran around scaring little kids all "Hello Children", walking with a pretend old person voice, and hitting people with her handbag. Megan and I caught it all on video, it's seriously funny. I'll post it when it gets put up on youtube.

Bron

Ps, I got my doctor & Rose poster today!!

I was walking home from school, and I saw the wierdest thing. This huge man -well over 6 ft- riding along on a kids bike. It was seriously bizarre. Quite funny though.

I've been eating these mini muffin things like mad. I think I just had my eighth in two days. They're reallyy nice Though. I had one for breakfast today =D

Lorrie forgot the Doctor Who & Rose poster She said she had for me. She's already given me two Doctor, and one doctor and Donna ones though.

I have to do this English essay thing =[ And some chemistry homework. It's all rubbish.

I dyed my hair again last night, but this time I left it on too long and I came out kinda Ginger =D Which is quite kwl really. I love ginger. Some of the guys at school couldn't take it though. It was great. One of them started off naggin me about it, but then he revealed thata he's like this MEGA star Wars geek -even more than me- and we spent the whole of our german lesson talking about it. Turns out he's even gone to Star Wars conventions. Wowww. Lol.

Ummm yeah, I think that's it for today. Except all these girls were bitching about me, but I don't see why they're so cocky. No-one likes them anyway. I bitch about them all the time. One of them is Tim's ex. LOL. Oh yeah, Michael got the other year council place. I felt well sorry for Tim. I really really wanted him to get the place. He's being seriously sweet at the moment. I'm probably going to end up falling madly in love again =O

Bron

Hey
I said yesterday I would be busy periods 1 & 4, running some peer mentoring thing, turns out; I was doing it Periods 1-4 instead. I didn't get one of the exciting jobs either, all I had to do was keep track of the time with Lorrie, and go and tell Jayde to shout "3,2,1 Move" every 8 or so minutes. So Lorrie n me kept ourselves amused listening to music and taking photos, then bluetoothing them around. The teachers hated us for it. And we got free chocolates at the end of it all. Didn't make it any less dull though really. Although there was a great bit at the beginning where Lorrie was being an aeroplane, and I was her co-pilot, and we ran around the hall. Then there was a time just before lunch when we sat in the canteen singing "Because We Want To" by Billie Piper =D

Then we had science, and there's this boy who sits almost right next to me, who had LUSH hair. It's gorgeous. He messes it up, like every five minutes and it's seriously hott. He's from like, Private school though, so he's been doing GCSE stuff for agess. And he's friends with this really annoying girl who's leaving in a couple of weeks [Yay!!], and she's like, on Cannabis n stuff. She's a serious BITCH. So yeah. Private school boy's hot. He's a bit too skinny though. Oh well. He's like David Tennant. But with a lower, hotter voice. And he's got this welll nice tan. And he gets his glue stick from Tescos, so he's not all posh.

History was dull as ever, but we were watching this video that was making me sleepy. Serious, everytime I looked at the tv, I couldn't keep my eyes open, but If I looked at my work, or the board or something, I was fine. Wierrd.

Anjali n me were fucking around big time. We were trying to arouse her boyfriend by pretending we were madly in love. It worked =D She's soo lucky. Her boyfriend is seriously sweet and hot. Oh yeah, one of the boys who used to be my best friend [Tim] broke up with his girlfriend yesterday!! I shouldn't sound happy, but she's a right bitch. And Tim n me are friends again. I'm hoping he gets the other year council spot.

He's running for it against Matt; this fat boy who's sometimes really nice and sweet, and sometimes a right annoying old pillock, Michael, who's head is already too big to fit through most doorways, so we don't want him to win, and Henry, who's a wannabe Tim, and some days is really nice, but most days is a proper Wanker. So I'm hoping Tim. Please let it be Tim [or possibly Matt]. Plus then, we'll be working closely together again, and I'll probably fall for him again. Oh shit. I can't fall for him again. I've still got Rhys -but I'm not sure where that is atm- and Adam [Private school boy-- Who I don't stand a chance with]. And Tim dated Megan for months, then they were both kind of together for nearly a year, and they had a really really bad break up. Grrrr. She'd hate me if I fell for him now. They were seriously in love. Crap.

I'm gonna watch Life On Mars on bbc iPlayer

Bron

I miss Josh. He was at college today =[

Muse: I get pretty aggressive in my sleep. Last night I think I must've hit my alarm clock off my makeshift bedside table, and I woke up this morning to see it lying on the floor in two pieces =[ That was the end of my Alarm clock. But I did use my detective skills to work out that it happened at 4:10am, as it had stopped working, and the time showing was ten past four. Stuff imaginary old women running arounf solving crimes, its people like me that Agatha Christie should've been writing about =D

My Guinea Pig; Bruce, also died today. As I said before, he has been ill for quite a few days, so this morning we took him to the vet, and they said he either had a Brain Tumor or a Stroke, and they put him down. I do miss him, but he would've been in lots of pain, so at least now he's happy. And he can meet up with our old Hamster Wolfie in heaven. =] And we still have his brother Bruno.

I got elected for the year council in school today. I say elected. I was actually the only person running. But hey, I got on it didn't I? I'm one step closer to world Domination. =D

I'm addicted to that Sister Hazel song; Everybody. "I Want To Tell Everybody, Everybody, That You're So Much More Than They've Ever Had Before" I just want to run around school singing that. About Rhys =D God that boys a prat. And his best mate was being Proper moody today. Awww Josh is so sweet. His voice is breaking bless him. And he was shouting 'Bronwyn!, Bronwyn!' and it was all low, it sounded well sexy.

Perez Hilton's been updating his blog more today =D

Bron

Coke is extremely annoying. It doesn't fizz like lemonade. If you pour a glass full of lemonade, it will lose the fizz and still be 9/10ths full, but with coke, once the frothy bubbles have all gone, you only have about 1/3rd of a glass of coke. Which is just rubbish.

School today was Ok. Turns out I have to miss two lessons tomorrow, which is just RUBBISHHHH. Not trying to be like a geek or anything, but I don't want to miss anything. My Mum said if I get 6 A*s and 4 As I can have a present. Like a proper big present like A motorbike or something. I can't afford to be missing lessons.

I got FIVE pieces of homework, plus a bit extra I said I'd do for a couple of my friends to help them prepare for their ISAs. I think this is just the gods of fate repaying me for getting Much less homework than all my friends overall in the first couple of weeks of school. And I still have 3 pieces to do from last week =[
In Total I have 2 Physics homeworks, 2 chemistry, 1 English, 1 maths, 1 music & 1 Re [and the ISA stuff which is for our biology]. Admittedly the Chemistrys are both pretty simple, and the physics are only a couple of sheets [although one of them is quite hard], but the English is an essay, the Maths is corrections for a test [which I did crap in so will take Foorreevvver], and the RE is research on Charles Darwin.

The music will probably take me longer than it should though, because I have to do a performance, and I can't choose a piece. Because I have my really hard piece from my last exam; Rondeau, which sounds really good when I play it right, but I have a tendancy to fluff up. A lot. The other slightly hard piece I have is Chanson de Matin, which has a so-so tune. It's not the nicest I've ever heard, but it always looks impressive. Then I have Walking in the Air, from the snowman, but I don't have the piano part for that, and I only have the main theme from it. I also have Yesterday by the Beatles, which may take a bit of refreshing to my memory, and Boulevard of Broken dreams, which is quite simple, but it's a tune many people know. I could also do Chasing Cars by Snow Patrol, but I will admit I'm not the best at playing that. My final option would be Jupiter, from The Planets. It's my favourite ever piece of Classical music, and I can play it Really Well almost everytime I play it, but It's not the most complicated or impressive piece. This is the first piece I'm ever playing to my class, so I don't want to fluff it up, but it's getting graded, so I don't want to choose something too simple.
Ahhhh It's tooo Hard.

My friends were calling me Photogenic today. WTF!! I'm one of the least photogenic people you will meet. I'm not scared of the camera, I just have an extremely dodgy face. I'm hoping my parents get home soon, I put dinner in the oven like, 2 hours ago =O

Bron

I finally finished two things just now. Firstly; I finished that 2 litre bottle of added sweetener, added sugar Cola. Secondly; I finished my music homework. I had to do it on an online virtual keyboard, which wasn't particularly easy.

I also Checked PerezHilton's blog, which he has finally updated, and I got those songs off limewire and onto my Mp3 player. I then went on to delete all the links in my Favourites I didn't need, and categorise the rest [I had a minor OCD moment]. I then made a new folder; Christmas list, and added a couple of things off amazin to that. Finally I updated my Bebo profile, and that was it for the evening =D Pretty productive if I do say so myself.

I was saying earlier that the dye thing might not of changed my colour, and it might not have, but it's made my hair wonderfully soft and shiny. It's wonderous.

I'm shattered now though =[ And I still need to do my final LiveJournal check of the night. That place is brilliant.

Bron

Ps, Listening to Eric Hutchinson's album, the one who sand Rock n Roll, which was the soundtrack to that video I posted earlier. Obsessive? Nope =P

Hey
Just had dinner; Sunday roast. We always have that on a Sunday, I'm not sure why, I'm sure we didn't used to every Sunday when I was younger. It was alright. I mean, the novelty of the whole meal wears off when you have on the exact same day every week.

Also, My hair dye did work.. sort of. It didn't cover up my blonde bits very well, but it's good apart from that =D So yeah. Mahogany next week will be exciting. I just hope it wont turn my hair quite as pink as the girl on the packet's.

Bruce [my ill guinea pig] is still hanging on in there. We think he had a stroke because he will only lie on his right paw [Paw/hand- geddit? =P] side. He's still eating and shitting though, and the vet said that was a good thing. Even though he can't move, so we had to leave him last night lying on a bed of carrot pealings and beans so that he could eat, and when we found him this morning, most of the carrot peelings and a few of the beans had gone, and he was lying in a bed of crap, which took a while to clean up.

Limewire [Yes, I use limewire, big deal] is being a Fuck up. Everytime I try and type in the name of the artist I'm searching for it comes up with something like "Limewire is not fully loaded. You might have to wait until after it's loaded to start your search" I was waiting for 10 fucking minutes, and it still wouldn't process my search.

And you know what else is being a cock today? Perez Hilton. He never updates his blog on a Sunday, or at least, not until some unearthly hour in the night. I know he has like 17 hour weekdays working on that blog already, but he could spread it out, and only do like 9 hours, but every day, or get a sidekick. I mean apart from the dog, 'cause he can't type.

Yeah. Still haven't written that song for music. It's really hard when I have that Spiralling song by Keane in my head. I just end up writing something with almost exactly the same tune.

Also I was searching for More Dr Who pictures on LiveJournal, and I found a link to this video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K16TF8JVJN8 I love it, because, like the maker of it says, it's more flirtacious and fun that Angsty. Which is good, because all those angsty ones get on my nerves. Don't get me wrong, I love angst in tv and books, but in fanvids it's just.. not right for me. And plus, the maker was a genious in choosing this song. It captures the mood just right, and it's a catchy song.
Brilliant

Bron

Hey
Had a football match this morning. We lost 2-0. It was going pretty well until half time, but I didn't have a very good match up front. I wouldn't be surprised if I'm back to the midfield again next week. Or even the subs bench.

Also dyed my own hair =O It's still a bit wet so I can't tell if it actually worked, as the colour I dyed it is similar to my current colour. But next Saturday/Sunday I'm dying it burgundy. Should be exciting =D

I've got to write a song for music for tomorrow. I started one but it's crap, so I'm gonna start a new one. Got lunch now
Ciao

Bron

Hey,
Got a new coat in town today =O From H & M. It's black and has a hood and.. is like a coat =S Also got a folder for my music coursework. Yippee. But, as I have a tiny bit of OCD, I had to organise everything into it perfectly.

One of my two guinea pigs is ill =[ We found him today lying almost on his side, and he couldn't move. I fed him some food in front of the telly [which took him a while, especially considering that he usually eats at almost 100mph], and he's currently sleeping in a little box in our living room. He's very cute. But we reckon he's not going to last much longer. But you never know =]

I also watched the final fifteen minutes of the Merlin show thingy on BBC 1. I didn't understand it one bit. Which is probably because I missed the first half an hour, but I was still in time to catch that hot King Arthur bloke. Phwoah.

I heard today that Sarah Palin said she was going to "Pray away gay" or something along those lines. If this is true; Wtf?? First- Why get rid of gays/homosexuality? It's something you're born with, and it's not like it's a problem. It doesn't exactly affect her that people are gay does it? It's just petty. And second- How exactly do you intend on praying it away. It's something you're bon with. I think it just proves that she is completely crazyy. And also, apparantly [this is a BIG apparantly. That means- Not for definate] She said that the Jews deserved the holocaust This is what I heard. This does not mean she Actually said it, because they did not believe. I find this insane and ludicrous and horrid. And foolish to say it in public.

Bron

Ps, Watched Jonathon Ross this morning. That band; Iglu & Hartly [I think] really had me hooked. Downloading their song right now =D

I was just reviewing my last post [sorry about the numerous typos. It's still the morning] and underneath, the advertisement block said

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3/4 of those advertisements wee to do with moles and Cancer. I may be reading way too into this, but I think someone's trying to warn me of something. Call me superstitious, but it's just wierd.

Bron

I think I have a stalker =O
Which is rather scary. Some kid keeps phoning me up. He woke me up 3 times this morning, but I couldn't be bothered to answer it each time, just let him go to answerphone. But when I do answer it's some person putting on an eastern accent, and they're either saying "I love you" Or "How Much Are You?". If it's one of the boys from school -which it probably is- I'm guessing it's the second one.

Thing is though, it sounds like a boy from down my road who used to have an obsession with me. He told ALL my friends and my brother, and my brother's friends, that we were going out. Like grrrr. I'm supposed to to the stalking, not be the stalked.

I'm still beating Megan in the My Dr Wo pictures vs Her Twilight ones. I'm currently on 34 pics of just The Doctor, one of a Alice Tinker and a dalek [From the vicar of dibley], one of the doctor holding a cat [awww], 3 of the Doctor with Donna, 2 with the Doctor, Martha [grr] and Jack, one with Martha[grr] and Jack, 1 with the dr and the Master, 53 with the Doctor & Rose, 2 with the Doctor, Rose & Mickey, 1 with the doctor & a sontaran, One with almost everyone from the series,1 of the ood, 7 or just Rose, and 172 various dr who Icons. Woooo.
I know, I'm sad.

Bron

Ps, just text the stalker, saying Who the hell r u?, n they text back saying "It's me danne rose. Tryin to ask a que. ROSE AZU" Bizarre. I don't know any rose, but I reckon it's someone who knows that I'm convinced I'm Rose in disguise -Don't ask, I'll go into it later..=

Just got back from my first violin lesson of the term. It went pretty crap tbh, I wasn't playing well At All.
Gonna watch Mock the Week on bbc iPlayer in a minute. That lasagna for dinner turned out to be vegetable. WTF! That's the second Vegetarian meal this week. I should like, go on strike or something. Disgraceful.

I'm looking at hairstyles on the internet. I found a well nice one in this magazine, but my hair woul need to be a bit longer to have it =[

Lorrie wasn't in school again. I really hope she's ok. Her dad's already dead, and to have her mum in hospital with Heart Cancer must be killing her.

I really really need to pee.

Bron

Had a pretty good day at school today. Got thrashed in Badminton, but that's nothing new. My teacher was taking advantage of my height to hit it way over my head, which I thought was highly unfair.

Then, just before 5th period, Perry made a remark about if he was born Ginger, he would contract cancer just to loose all his hair, which turned most of the girls in our class against him. Including me. Especially Me. I just want a day where Cancer won't be mentioned. It's making me so annoyed. Of course, nobody knows that I have anything at all to do with cancer, but It makes me depressed.

Read on PerezHilton.com that Brangelina Are still together. Shame =[ Got my first violin lesson of the year in an hour. Haven't practised in Agesss.

Gotta go have dinner. Lasagne. Yummy. I've read a bit more of eclipse as well. I'm now on page 50. Don't judge, I'm usually quite a fast reader.

Bron

Supp.
My arse is killing me. This bed has a really uncomfortable mattress, and I've been sitting on it for about 3 hours, and it's so uncomfortabled. Thing is, I don't have anywhere more interesting to sit. The rest of my bed is covered in crap, and my beanbag is covered in... yet more crap

If Lorrie's in school tomorrow I'll be getting some new Doctor Who posters. I'm well excited =O. I also know what I'm getting Megan for her birthday. It's this chocolate slab thingy you can get from Thorntons, and I'm going to have, "To Megan, Have a Geeked out Buffed out Birthday, Love Winnie xx" Yeah. Ok, the message might need a bit of working on.

Just started reading Eclipse in the Twilight saga. I'm determined to get my hands on a copy of the Scarlett Letter after I've read it. I meant to go to the library earlier. I say that a lot, but this time I actually got out the house, then went to the newsagent, and I was going to go the library next but I completely forgot. Grrrrrr.

OMG, Just went on Perez Hilton, and apparantly Brad & Angelina have split up =O Bloody Hell.

If it's true, deffo didn't see that one coming.

Can't find info on it on any other websites though, and Perez ain't sayin' much on it. I've always been pro Jen Aniston though, and it will make Brad realise how she's felt ever since they split. Also, I trully don't believe that Brangelina were together before Jen & Brad split. I mean, they were working on a film together just before, and who has Brad been with ever since the divorce while Jen has had no luck in Love. I do admire all the stuff they do in Africa with the AIDs and stuff though. But while they are doing more than most other celebs, I do think there is more that they could do. It's not like they're lacking in finances.

Bron x

Yay,
Got back from the doctors, and I'm all clear =D Dr Venicatessa [I think] told me I would be fine, I just needed to keep an eye on my mole, and need to go back if It grows/bleeds/becomes asymmetrical, and she said if there are any problems, she will get it cut out straight away. I'm soo relieved. It's like I giant weight off my shoulders.

I was really scared at the beginning of the appointment though. She was running late, and My appointment was already starting 20 minutes late. Then when I first showed her my mole, she looked quite grave, but then after closer inspection she lightened up and explained that it was OK.

Mum made Pizza [My favourite] for dinner. I think this is partly because she made one of my least favourite foods yesterday, and partly because she was relieved she doesn't have to take me to a dermatologist. She's also taking me into town on Saturday, on the condition that I don't wear a top as low cut as I did to the surgery today =[ Then on Sunday I'm playing football!! Scoreeee. Lovin' life =D

Also, I actually did my homework, and Not the day after it was due in!! It's like today is a new life to yesterday.

Anywho, I still have some more History to do =[
Bron

I was meant to have only a half day at school today. Well I kind of did. But when school finished, the buses didn't turn up, so we were hanging around for 40 minutes until they Finally arrived. God it was dull. When I got home I went out and bought a hair magazine. They have some hot stuff in there.

Had a good convo with my dad yesterday night. He mostly reassured me that my mole thing was going to be fine. If they thought there was a problem they would just remove it and send it off for analysis and that would be it over. Which is a relief.

I'm having a lazy, eat fuck all day though. So far I've had an apple, a green thing I found in the fruit bowl, two sandwiches, a choc croissant, a mars bar and some Cola with Added sugar and sweeteners, which, tbh tastes like the cross between cherryade and a coke-flavoured ice lolly.

Doctors Appt in an hour =O

Bron

Grrr
I just had the most horrible mealtime EVER. Firstly; the meal. It was noodle n vegetable soup. I hate most vegetables. Especially cooked, and when they're cut up so small that I can't see where they are. In this case, they were both. And I'm not too fond of soup. I ended up just eating the noodles I could get out of the gunk with my fork. Then, my dad had a go at me for not eating any thing and "acting like a spoilt three-year-old". And my brother was pissing me off 'cause he's all nasal at the moment, and listening to a nasal person eat is trully disgusting, so I shouted at him, then mum shouted back at me and I stormed out. I hate it.

It just reminds me of all those times earlier in the year, when I would lie around in my room crying, and they wouldn't even notice. I hated them for it. Then when I finally told my mum, she got furious with me and chucked me out the car, refusing to take me shopping. At that time I was crying at least once or twice a day, and even when they caught me at it they didn't do anything. That was in May 2008, the month that started three days after my worst ever birthday. It was the worst month of my whole Life. I hated it.

24 hours until I go to the doctors. Don't think I've ever been more scared. Ever

So, last night I had a dream. I dreamt that Lorrie and Megan were both terminally ill with cancer. Then Lorrie died, and I wasn't allowed into the funeral. Then me and Josh went to school, and Megan hadn't turned up, so we decided to go to her house to check she was still alive, and we walked and walked but never got any closer to her house, then Josh wasn't there anymore, and I was walking by myself, but I wasn't walking along a pavement anymore, I was walking in blackness, on something that wasn't there with nothingness all around me.

I woke up crying, and it took me a few moments to realise neither Lorrie or Megan are terminally ill.

At school, no-one knows about the doctors appointment. Everyone was going around their daily life as if there was nothing wrong. Claire kept on talking about some boring dream she had, but it was just about a cake, nothing serious or frightening about it. Then she was talking about other stuff, and I was just like "Do I care?" But I couldn't tell her that. Also, Roxanne was ill, which made it a whole lot easier to act all like everything was OK. Lorrie was not in again as well.

But Megan, Rhys, Anjali & Josh really are amazing. By the end of the day I had almost completely forgotten about the whole mole thing. I think Megan knew something wasn't quite right, occasionally my hand would absent-mindedly go up and cover my mole, and I think she caught me once or twice.

But walking home was a nightmare, we'd just had football in PE, and when I got off the bus, my legs felt like jelly. Like they usually do when you've just got off the sofa after you've been ill. I staggered home, then came straight up to bed. All those thoughts came rushing back to me while I was walking home. I cheered myself up thinking about Jack Bisley in German. That boy is a joker. If I was hot, I would actually marry him, he has the nicest bum in the world. Phwoah.

Anyway, stuff to do. See ya. Bron x [This is 1994 figures, the year I was born]

I'm scared.
Really Scared.
I have a doctors appointment on Thursday to look at this dodgy mole I have. My grandfather died of skin cancer, a dodgy mole is one of the symptoms of skin Cancer.
Lorraine's mum has been diagnosed with heart cancer, and I was looking it up on wikipedia. Then i looked up skin cancer, and it turns out the majority of deaths due to skin cancer are because of Malignant Melanoma, which is the type of skin cancer induced started off in moles. According to wikipedia, it has a mortality rate of 15-20%.
I'm scared out of my soul. I have my whole life ahead of me. I don't want to die. I don't want to have to have chemotherapy. I was talking about growing my hair long again the other day.
Also on wikipedia it said that you should be careful if you have moles made up of various colours. My mole is light around the edge, then dark brown, then almost black in the middle. I should also watch out for elevated moles. My mole juts out above the rest of my skin. And also I should watch out if I have a history of skin cancer in my family. I'm scared.
I look at my mole thinking it may be the death of me. And even if it isn't it might wreck my life. I'm happy. I'm a good person. What did I do to deserve this? I can't tell anyone, but I need to. I need to talk to someone. I can't wait til Thursday. I don't want to think that my life may end early. I want to be a pilot. I want my life. I want to live it out. I don't want to depress my family.
I'm scared.
I'm so scared.

I Finally Gave in and signed up for a facebook account. I don't want to offend but it is absolute BOLLOCKS. Bebo is Heavenly compared to that load of Shit. I wish I hadn't signed up anymore.

Cack

So yeah umm..
Ciao

The Bronsta

Howdy
Right, my new blog. I have had other blogs. But they moved onto better things. Just, before we start, a couple of things you should Know about me; My name's Bron. My best friends are Josh[ua] and Megan, and my other friends include; Claire, Roxanne, Lorraine [Lorrie], Rhys, Aaron and a few other boys. Everyone says Rhys and Me Suit well, but I don't think he likes me that way. Ummm what else? I live with my parents and brother. I'm in a comedien "Band" with Lorraine and Josh, we call them the Indie Detectives, after the Goth Detectives, and in the group, we are called Lorrie, Bronnie n Joshie.

I play violin, and my favourite [and pretty much only] hobby is sport, especially football and Cycling. I have an obsession with Dr Who and Star Wars, and I like watching Sitcoms. In Dr Who, I despise Martha. The doctor & Rose are Meant To Be. Ummm. I think that's it. Apart from the fact I'm a bit of a geek.

In recent news; I moved out of my bedroom into the study, so My bedroom's floor could be taken up. My football season started yesterday. We lost the first game 4-1, I scored our only goal about a minute before the match ended. I now have the captains armband for the week, and I haven't taken it off since the match [Except when I went in the shower]. And also, I went to the Dr Who exhibition with my family today, which I just got back from.