If the Devil Existed these would be his thoughts..

OhhhMyyyGooddd. I am Shattered. All last week, I was doing the exact same thing: Coming home from school, making a microwave meal, getting changed, going back out to school again for we will rock you [only 1.5 hours after I got home], then coming back home again at 10:30, going to bed, and sleeping through my alarm the next morning. It was too much by Friday and I was Ill =D

Then on Saturday, I went out to play our cup game, and in the last minute, the ball went off for a goal kick [It was 0-0, I was in goal] and one of their team passed me the ball, I stretched my right leg forwards to get it, but it went in a ditch in the ground, and clicked back, and I twisted my knee =D So I haven't really been able to walk properly for about 3 days now =D

On the positive side... I like have this huuuuugge crush on this boy. Only, he's got all these popular mates, and like, everyone fancies him too =( But we were sending each other messages on bebo, after talking in History :

Adam:
History again tommorrow. Woop
We should get some other peeps to come into reading with us??

X

[I mentioned town during History earlier]

Bron
Yay History
We're going into Reading?? Kwl,, Sounds good
Yeah, who were you thinking of asking??

Loveee
Bronwyn xx

Adam:
Yer why not i got get some winter clothes!
I dunno. Im just the new kid

X

Bron:
Lol I'm not complaining. I need some new stuff too =)

xxxx

Adam
I dunno who Lorraine?? Do i have lessons with her?

X

Bron:
Lol I dunno. Lorraine ___. She's... Wierd.
Black hair, Tall, insane. She was in our history class for about 2 lessons.

Bron x x

Ok, then we went offline, but I'm going to talk to him again tomorrow. We have Physics and History together Awwww. How wierd am I lol.

So,
Haven't written in like, a week. I think. But I've bin soo busy.

Like, last Tuesday, Adam & me were flirting all day, then on tuesday night we were chatting on msn and stuff. He's sooooo hot =[ Then, we got into this whole thing with Tim, and stuff cause he was bein a bitch to Anjali. Then, on Friday I had my coursework to hand in, so I was workin on that all Thursday, and on Wednesday, Lorraine and Josh talked me and Megan into doing face painting at the christmas extravaganza on Saturday. So we spent loads of time sorting that out, then on Saturday morning I was playing football [we drew 0-0], and I went to the extravaganza in the afternoon [dressed up as an elf].

So the extravaganza was a success once we got going, we were painting little peoples faces all afternoon. Claire & Roxanne had to help a bit. Then Megan's art teacher asked Megan & Me to do the make up for the school play, and Roxanne took it upon herself to invite herself and Claire along as well [Grrrrrrrrr] . So on Sunday we spent the whole day at a rehearsal for We Will Rock You, which was fun. Then we were at another rehearsal all day today. Which is really why I've been so busy. Oh yeah, and we sold our Sims 2 games on Ebay for £44. Which should cover my christmas shop. Easily. Hopefully.

So yeah, fun life. And I'm coming down with some sickness. Cold, constant coughing, sniffing, shattered all day. Grrr. Yeah...

Bron

Oh my god, Today I got the best gossip off one of my friends [ent sayin who] that this girl in our year had sex [while on her period] with this guy who went to my old school, on the guy's best mate's mum's bed, getting it all covered in blood and stuff. She is suchh a slag. I knew she was already, but I didn't realise how much. Well actually, I did know that she lost her virginity when she was 9 or something, and has had a threesome with two 18 year olds. So not that surprising really.

Grrr Tim is sooo annoyingg. He's like, proper bullying Anjali, and he's decent to me when I'm alone, but in front of other people he's a right bitch. He's being all abusive and stuff. Not that I'm that bothered. Well, I wouldn't be, if he wasn't manipulating Michael and Rhys. Grrr- the only two decent guys in what seems like the whole world. I'm gonna talk to them tomorrow. Cause I don't think I'm over Rhys, and I'm gonna ask Michael to "Help me with revision" because my friends don't like him much, so spending time with him any other way is nearly impossible. And Anjali's pretty happy, because this well decent [and hot] boy Matt is being well nice to her.

Yeah.. so life sucks basically. Grrr

Bron

Oh yeah, and I was well happy [and relieved] that Obama won the US Presidency. I was up til 1 o clock listening to the election reports on the newspaper and stuff. Would've been the whole night but we went back to school yesterday =[

Right, haven't posted in a few days because I was whisked off to Whoreland [Holland] to see my grandmother for a few days.

On Tuesday I had Megan, Josh and Claire over, and we just fucked around all day. Then Josh went home, and Megan and Claire stayed until like 10pm, and we made videos on youtube [where we look pissed] and just generally acted like freaks. Then that night it snowed, and I had to pack my bag for Whoreland, which was why I didn't post.

Whoreland was alright, the trip there was like 8-9 hours, so that was dull. Except the 2 hours on the ferry were good because it was virtually empty and we had seats right at the front near the buffet-restaurant thingy. There wasn't much to actually do in Whoreland though, so I had 5 magazines; Heat, More, Elle, Elle High Street Guide & Look, which I read in repeat. We went to a market on Thursday [I think] and my gran bought me a watch for christmas. Then we spent the rest of the time just visiting long lost relatives, which was when I read my magazines as half of them didn't speak English, and I can't speak any Dutch. Trip back was slightly shorter, but we were on the ferry for 2.5 hours, and we were stuck in traffic in dover. We had been hoping to get home in time to watch the grandprix, but we got home half way through it instead.

I nearly had a heart attack watching the grand Prix. Talk about taking it to the last minute. I Deafened my whole family when I screamed "It's Glock!" on seeing the toyota being overtaken by Hamilton two corners from the end, and a few seconds later, disfigured the sofa when I launched myself into the air on Lewis crossing the finishing line. To calm down I watched Friday's Have I Got News For You, which Mum had recorded for me, but i was laughing so hard [I lurvveeee Chris Addison, and as A Dr Who fan, having Tom Baker on the show as well was amazing], that It gave me a headache. This was followed by even more laughing at Top Gear, which we watched Afterwards.

I was depressed, whenn later theat night, I found out David Tennant had Quit doctor who. That man will be the death of me one day. I NEED to go shopping. I haven't been in like, 3 weeks. Which is a lot for me. A lot lot, and I need to go. But im going tomorrow, which is good, but its also bad, because I'm getting my glasses. And I dyed my hair this darkbrown/red colour, and I don't think my glasses are going to go very well with the colour. Oh Well....

Bron

Gutted.
I have to get glasses. I went in for an eye appointment today, and they gave me a 0.75 in my right eye, and a 0.25 in my left eye, as well as a 0.25 in both eyes for an astigmatism [If you're completel bewildered by that sentance, don't worry, so am I]
I'm trying to persuade my parents to buy me something to cheer me up, as I did want to be a pilot, but that's gone down the train, as pilots need 20 20 vision =[ And I've had my eyes on a top from H & M. Me and my friends are doing a secret santa this year though, so I won't have to pay for like 8 presents or whatever, which gives me money to spend on myself =D

However, my Dad is taking me to Ikea for the first time in my life tomorrow. I think I'm more excited than I should be, but hey.

Yesterday, Lorraine and Josh came over, and we filmed this hilarious spoof of the Paul O'Grady show- the Bronnie O'Vermont show, naturally, I was Bronnie O'Vermont [I tried to play her lesbian, but it was kinda hard] and Lorraine was my guest, Granny Lorraine, and Josh was her great great great grandson Martin. It was chaos, as they both wanted to be on the screen all the time, and we ended up talking about completely random stuff, then Lorraine went psycho on us, and when Josh was on, she stuck her head between the steps on my bed ladder behind us. I'll post it on youtube when I can convert it from .avi to .pdf orr something.

Bron

Ok right, I uploaded these videos for Josh on Youtube at uk.youtube.com/bron2804 yesterday, and today, I went in the library for a couple of seconds to see if anyone had any fruit shoot so we could film a fruit shoot advert, and when I came out with Lorraine and Josh, my old history teacher, and assistant head teacher, was walking down the stairs, and said "Ahh, Lorraine Bronwyn & Josh, just the people I wanted to see, come on, lets take a walk". So we [scared] followed him out the doors. "What do you 3 have in common?" So Lorraine answered "History" as we are all taking history, and he said "No, This Granny lorraine thing". Granny Lorraine is a character we came up with, and is in one of the videos I put on youtube. I can't remember what he said after that, but it was something about being careful, and not attacking year 7s [One of the videos was called: Granny Lorraine Attacks Year 7s, but I changed it this afternoon. So anyway, that History Teacher has been stalking us on youtube, and he now knows my youtube address. Grrr. And apparantly he put Anjali's brother in an after school detention when he was in the video of a bundle on youtube. Crap. And, at lunch, apparantly, Megan, Josh, Claire and Lorraine all walked past a huddle of assistant heads [including That History Teacher] and they all stopped talking and looked at them. Double Crap.

Anyhow, I still uploaded more videos, and this one small setback won't stop us on our way to global domination. We're filming the next Granny Lorraine Episode tomorrow. And this one actually has me in, and not just as a cameraman. Yayy.

However, I do now have to do my English Coursework. I'm only half way through, and it's due tomorrow. Triple Crapp.

Bron

Right, Yesterday was Megan's party after school, and I didn't get back til late, so didn't have time to write to my blog. Did I write on Sunday? I don't think I did. Ok then.

Sunday: Went to my gran's house to see my cousins. Spent all day either playing football with my 7 year old male cousin [managing to pull my hamstring in the process], and playing inside with my 5 year old female cousin, who's birthday it was, letting her paint my nails [disaster] and put makeup on me. Dominic was pissing me off though.

Monday: School was average. Party after school was good. Megan loved my present, or at least she acted like she did. Anjali called up Connor, who had broken up with her on Friday, but told Megan in ICT on Monday that he still loved her. But Connor didn't want us all to listen to their conversation, so she put it on speaker phone and we had to stay silent while they talked. Didn't come to much though, even if staying silent like that was one of the hardest things Ive ever had to do.

Today: Lorraine gave me a dvd of me her and Josh mucking around at school and stuff, it's hilarious. Serious. Loads of people were on a Geography Field Trip all day, but I wasn't because I dislike Geography, so I was just talking to Megan about various things all lunch, which was nice because we hardly ever get to talk anymore. After school, I didn't do my homework. I just watched that dvd on repeat, and then went to football training. Which would've been alright, but I don't really get along with Emma [the only person from my year in the team left] anymore, I get on better with the younger players, and Emma brought along some of her friends, and was being a right attention seeking bitch. Grrrr. It annoys me, because we need more pplayers, or our team will fold, and I love playing football so much, and so do the younger players, although they could make a team if Emma quits, by chucking me out, then teaming up with the year below them, who have many players. I'd have to go to Theale or something =[

Oh yeah, Anjali found out that one of the reasons Connor dumped her, was because her "friend" Jenny, who me and Megan can't stand, and who stood against me for school council, told Connor that she fancied some other guy, and has now been non-stop bitching about Anjali to Connor. She really is a bitch. She got suspended last year for drinking in school, I think she should've been chucked out, because all it did was boost her ego, so now she smokes and does drugs as well. I really can't stand her at all.

Also, I have an eye appointment on Saturday =[

And I was flirting with this hot guy; Adam in Physics, and it may just be me, but I thought he couldn't stop looking at me in Science yesterday. He only joined in September, from Bradfield College, and he's soo hot. Even if no-one else thinks so. Grrr.

Just one more thing. Billie Piper had her baby. Winston James Fox. Not the hottest name in the world, but y'know; It's Billie Piper, she's amazing.
Bron

Ok, Football today was going to be crap. We were playing the second top team in the league, and I was stuck in goal. So we kick off, and I'm suprised to find that I am actually in form. It's nearing the end of the first half, and I'm even more suprised to find that I haven't let in any goals yet, when, Cerys scores US a goal at the other end. All of a sudden, we are winning against the team second in the league. Just after that, I pull off a diving save to my left, which prompts my coach to ask me to play in goal second half.

Second half starts, and they nearly get a goal right away, followed by us nearly getting another goal. I'm just starting to think I may make it without letting any goals in, when they boot a ball down the right wing. I thought the ball was curling towards to penalty box, but, It didn't get to the box, so I have to kick it, but I miss it, and they are left with an open goal, and score. Damn.

Five minutes later, they have a corner, everyone is covered, I know where they all are. The corner is taken, I run forwards, get a finger to it, but not enough and it goes behind me, where one of my own players is waiting to let it bounce off their chest into our open goal. Shit.

Five minuted before the end, Cerys boots the ball from near the left hand corner flag from our end, but her knee locks as she does it, and the stumbles a short way before falling in our penalty box. No-one on the pitch except me sees it, and I start shouting for Steve and the ref to stop the game, which they eventually do, and Cerys has to hobble off.

We just make the end of the game at 2-1. Which is unfortunate, although before the game it is a score I would've happily taken. Oh well. Life goes on.

Unfortunately, almost the exact same thing happened to Reading today. 1-0 up at half time, then two goalkeeping errors let the opposition come back and win 2-1. Which seriously annoying because Reading are waayyy above Preston in the table. Grr

I have to get up earlyish tomorrow. I'm going down to watch the grand prix at 8, but I'm not going to be able to watch all of it, because I'm going to my grans house to see my cousins at 9. Then when I get home, I'll have to do my homework. Which is going to take Foreverr. So annoying.

Bron

Omg, I seriously need a boyfriend. I'm just falling for them left right and centre. Right now I would take Tim [preferably], Michael, Joe or Rhys. It's soo annoying.

I've always had a thing for Tim, but we've been closer recently and we were talking at school, about driving and university and stuff, because we are into lots of the same stuff, and he just sent me an email that made my Heart melt. It wasn't even romantic. Much. Grrr.

And Michael is soo sweet, he was helping me with my english work, and he's really lovely, even if my friends can't stand him. Anjali was bitching about him today, and I was just nodding along.

I was just flirting with Joe in biology. 'Cause I was doing a project with Anjali, Matt and Joe, and Anjali has this HUGE crush on Matt, even though Anjali's with Connor and Matt has a girlfriend called Jess, so me and Joe were just hardcore flirting all lesson. Normally that wouldn't affect me in the slightest, but this lack of action is making me so damn randy.

And finally Rhys. Megan thinks I'm a right hypocrite, cause this week we haven't been talking at all, then we were just joking around all breaktime, and I was with him only like a month ago, and it's not like he broke my heart or anything. Arggg life's so hard.

Of course, I'd rather have Tim, if it wasn't for the whole his ex being my best friend and my worst enemy stuff. And the whole we only like each other as a friend. Yeah right. Oh well. I'll just go hire a boyfriend. Or hook up with Chris next door. He's a sweet kid. Even if he is 3 years younger than me. And I think even he has a girlfriend. Grrrrrrrrrrrr.

Stramgely enough, while I'm attracted to all these boys, I have nothing for Josh, even though he's one of my best friends ever. Him and Lorraine need to get together though, they're sooo in love with each other.

Bron

Grrr, Roxanne is PISSING me off. She's a right two faced, life trasher, wannabe. She can't keep her hands off Megan. And Megan's having a sleepover on Monday, and Roxanne and Claire are going, but I'm not sleeping over, I'm just going for the afternoon. Claires lovely, but Roxanne's gonna trash me. I really can't stand her. I mean, I'm not trying to be possesive about Megan, as she is like my best mate in the world, but Roxanne is all over her, and she seems to think they're still best friends in the world, and does whatever she can to get Megan on her own. I swear she like, has a crush on her or something. Everything she does is soo annoying. And she's such an attention seeker. And she uses Claire. Last week in English she burst out crying, and asked for Megan to come with her to the toilets. Even though Claire had been doing whatever she wanted all day. I'm counting down the days until Roxanne leaves. Still like, 20 months to go =[

I haven't got anything else to say, about today or yesterday.

I'm listening to Sonnet by the Verve on repeat because I can't be bothered to change the track. I need to download some Phil Collins stuff, but it wasn't working last night =[

Also, in PE today, we were playing football and our team won 3-0. I scored all the goals =D

Bron